Watching their strange smiles,
Watching their strange laughs,
I entered the room fearlessly,
Never knowing what to say
Just walking right in,
They told me what to do,
They told me what to say,
But I never listen anyway,
I never feel safe,
I never feel comforted,
I'm just a stranger in their house,
That they took in,
I never talk,
I just sit in front of the computer,
Hoping they wont notice me,
Hoping they wont yell again,
It happens over and over,
While all I think of is home,
With my friends where I dont have to watch what I say,
Where I can just laugh and smile and not worry about anything,
Instead I'm in this room shaking in fear,
While they try to live through me,
Without ever knowing me.